Class last night was really good! We talked more about groundin, centerin, and sheildin. Everythin is really startin to fall together. Some interestin things happened to me, Megs, and Cassie on the way home. Things that make me wonder what may be about to happen. But we got Megs back to her truck at Cassie's house to come and find out she locked her keys in her truck. We tried gettin into for awhile then Johnathon came out and tried but Meg's truck is practically impossible to break into. So we had to break the back passenger window inorder to get in. We didn't leave Cassie's house until 0130 in the mornin. It was crazy. I was so tired. Then I wound up stayin on the phone and talkin to Johnathan until 0330 so I'm pretty tired again today but it's alright. I don't have anythin to strenuous to do today except for goin to the gym.
It's really startin to hit me that I leave for basic soon and that I won't be able to see my friends and family for like five months. I'm gettin kinda scared but I'm not lettin it grab hold of me. But yea I leave for trainin in 12 days...crap. Well I don't know exactly what to expect but what I do know is that I WILL NOT fail myself or my friends or family. I will be the best soldier I can be cause my parents raised a strong independant stubborn fighter and I'm not gonna let a little fear and doubt hold me back! When I come back I will be fit and disciplined both mentally and physically. I will be at the top of my classes and I will be the best I can be! Cause honestly...thats all I know how to do. Be me and be the best at it. In five and a half months people wont recognize who I am. And I hope everyone is lookin forward to that cause I am!
HOOAH!
I know you will succeed. And I am glad that you are planning on really applying yourself in school. And yes I raised a strong, independent, and resourceful young woman.
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